Moving is a bitch

There is so much going on my head's about to explode. First of all, my sister, Courtney, just bought a house. She wants me to rent out a room. But here's the thing, the room I'm supposed to be renting out is currently under construction, but I still have to move all my stuff to the house, but nowhere to put it. Wait! There's a room upfront that I can have, but I still have to pay rent for both rooms. It's complete bullshit to me. If I'm living in one room, I shouldn't have to pay rent for 2 rooms. The whole situation is stressful, complicated, and a living nightmare. If I could skip this week and maybe the next month, my life would be a hell of a lot less stressed right now. To top it all off, my mom, my dad, and myself were over at the house working on things while Courtney's at the Colt's game. Pretty selfish to me. I'm beyond frustrated.

12.11.09

Today has been one of a kind. I woke up a bit after my alarm is supposed to go off, rush to the kitchen to make coffee, oatmeal, pack my lunch..only two of the three tasks could be completed in the amount of time I had. Skipping lunch is the only option. I say this is a one of a kind day, but it is actually becoming more and more normal for me to wake up late. This is the third day this week I woke up late. The doctor says I have SAD. I believe her. I'm just rambling, but I'm bored at work. Both the girls are sleeping and I could be cleaning, but I choose not to. It wouldn't be a bad idea, being I'm getting paid to sit here right now. But my lack of motivation to do anything this month has overcome me. Which brings me to my next point, of why I may be unmotivated. Christmas. Need I say more? I just can't wait for December 26. This shit needs to be done and over.

Moving, sleeping, working, schooling, providing..this month is a nightmare.